I decided to start a tradition of staying up with someone every summer! I asked my brother this year but he said maybe. Asked my friend instead and she said she’ll try to stay up. I don’t know what I should do.
22 20 –
I have just finished writing this whole ten page piece about my self-realisation because I really needed to get it out of my system. I think it’ll help me get on with life. I’m still kind of in the zone with the whole life pondering thing so I’m churning out lots of irrelevant opinion while writing in a long winded, non-contraction manner.
22 30 –
Please please please open your heart up and feel this. I wrote this so that you could think him over and be done with it. You don’t have to pretend to be okay because you think that being over him makes you ‘okay’ but that does not. Admit it. You are not okay. Slice that blade back into the wound, break every last stitch holding it shut and let it flow and then gradually stop.
23 02 –
This is hard work and I’m giving up. Back to Legend of Korra.
00 01 –
Almost done with season 2!
00 40 –
Animal crackers? Animal crackers.
01 09 –
Well it’s 1 AM and the street is flooded with tangerine light and the coastline is dotted with blurs of stars.
02 00 –
2 AM and I’m on the third episode of season 3!
02 44 –
Nothing good happens after 2 AM. That’s held accountable, because here I am missing you, and that’s the worst thing that could possibly happen.
03 13 –
Oh, hey. It’s raining. I should probably take a break and read for a while.
03 35 –
And here I am wondering if I made the right decision. I’ve realised that as long as I look to the future I’ll be fine. Because thinking that I’ll be going on dates and kissing and being sweet with other guys doesn’t get me choked up on anything, it’s thinking that I’ll never do that with you again does. I guess I still have feelings for you.
03 46 –
Looks like my brother is still up! Talking to him right now heheh.
04 14 –
I want to make applesauce. I should look through that Ikea promotional catalogue I took.
04 29 –
04 33 –
It’s probably a good idea to try on clothes right now. *opens closet* Then again, I’m too lazy.
05 03 –
There’s some thunder and lightning action going on and I can imagine myself going out on the balcony reading, because I love this kind of weather, especially reading in this kind of weather. But whilst reading under the pale light I can imagine someone creeping towards me in the darkness and cornering me in the balcony then brutally stabbing me. The screen fades to black as maroon (because, let’s face it, fresh blood isn’t bright crimson) blood splatters on the balcony glass. The screen flickers once again as lightning lights up the dark and thunder crackles in the distance.
05 09 –
I thought that brighter patch of cloud that I was staring at was the sunrise beginning its majestic entrance but then I realised I was staring towards the west.
05 36 –
It’s happening! I can see bits of blue through the clouds. The sea also seems to be turning from ebony to navy blue. (yes I am very picky and precise in describing my colours) A murky grey haze is still hanging around the area, covering some of the buildings. This makes the coastline across from mine look so much farther away! It’s so cool when that happens. Also spotted the first bus in service! Amazing. (I think you can tell by the abundance of exclamation marks that I am very excited for this)
05 41 –
The hazy greyish blue looks a little like the colour of lint. If waking up in the morning had to be described with a colour, it’d be this one. Groggy, with a hint of sadness and despair.
05 45 –
THIS IS LIKE THE TIME MY FRIENDS AND I SIGNED UP FOR THE 5-9AM SHIFT AT THE 24 HOUR RACE! WE WENT THROUGH SOME DRIZZLE, WATCHED THE SKY TURN LIGHT AND SMELLED THE FRESH MORNING AIR. IT WAS INCREDIBLE. I AM IMMENSELY THANKFUL FOR LIFE. I CAN HEAR BIRDS. I AM ALSO IMMENSELY EXCITED.
05 48 –
It’s raining. I can hear the symphony of droplets hitting leaves. And the splattering noises from the hail of raindrops hitting my window. The highway’s glossy and reflecting yellow light!
05 51 –
My whole window is this pasty shade of pastel blue.
05 54 –
I can’t see the buildings across on the opposite coastline!
05 56 –
Well, I’m finally done giving my blogs a fresh new look. Better head out to the living room and grab something to eat while searching for the sun. Super cloudy.
06 04 –
I had ice cream and asked myself why is it when a girl sleeps with a lot of guys, she’s a slut, but when a guy sleeps with a lot of girls, he’s the alpha male. Anyway, the street’s sounding a lot busier. Might have something to do with the sound of rainwater splashing against concrete.
06 07 –
The sky’s starting to turn white. :( Alright then, *claps hands together*, let’s see what we did with one night.
– wrote a bunch of words to get over someone
– started missing said someone for a tiny moment there
– read a good ten pages of two books
– went through the Ikea promotional catalogue
– watched 10 episodes of Legend of Korra
– made three gifs using clips from aforementioned cartoon
– did some dictionary reading
– smeared some blue goo on my aching muscles
– updated my blogs
That’s a pretty decent list.
I hear birds chirping.
I’ve actually been using my computer for about 13 hours now. I should probably stop.
06 14 –
The streetlights just dimmed! The night is officially over, so I am hitting the hay.